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One year-old!
(March 9, 1999)
This is a picture of Benjamin on his first birthday. He had fought
through three open-heart surgeries and 10 hospital stays his first year,
but from then on, he remained very, very healthy and truly began to
blossom.
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Yeah,
bath time!!
Here, Connor and Ben take
a second to pose for a picture. Ben loved to take a bath. He had just
started to "swim"…float on his tummy and push himself back and
forth in the water. He loved it so much.
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Christmas
1999
After
many tries, I finally got this great picture for our 1999 Christmas
cards. The gold angel was in memory of their brother, Matthew, who
died 5 ˝ years earlier from SIDS.
(Connor - 4 ˝, Ben - 21 months, Nicole - 8 ˝)
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Happy
2nd Birthday, Benny!!
(March 9,
2000)
Ben was so excited for his Teletubby birthday cake! Here you can see
the excitement on his face. He loved the red Teletubby, Po, the best.
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Toot,
toot, goes the fire engine!
Ben really liked this fire
engine he got for his birthday from his Aunt Renae. In the background, his
cousin, Danielle, waits for the right moment to take it from him.
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Our
little Picasso
Ben loved to draw. Here he
is with his colors and his Barney coloring book. Look at his precious
little hands…so perfect.
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He
loved going out to the new house.
We had sold our house and starting building a new one just before Ben
died. Four or five nights a week, we’d drive up to the lot and watch the
progress. Ben was "in heaven" out there. He would run and run
and run (and fall and fall and fall). He would truly have loved to move
there. We had so many dreams, now they are gone. We miss you, Benjamin
John.
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Ben
at the house in his favorite jacket
Ben absolutely loved it at the site of our new house! Here he is
getting out of the car and just running up to the house. He loved this
jacket, too. Even when it was 70 degrees, this is the only jacket he
wanted to wear.
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Easter 2000
(April
22, 2000 - Four days before Ben died)
Here’s Ben with his Mommy, both admiring the beautiful Easter egg
he colored.
This was the last picture we took of him. We lean on the promise of
Easter and of eternal life together again in heaven.
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April 26, 2000
5:30am – Our sweetest Benjamin died suddenly today, on
his mommy’s 33rd birthday. Ben was the center of our
universe, our life, our love. We are devastated.
(I
debated whether or not to include this photo, but decided it’s a part of
Ben and our family. I’m sorry if this picture brings you pain or
discomfort, but the pain others may feel by seeing this photo, truly pales
in comparison to that felt by his family and others who knew and loved him
so incredibly much. Love you, Ben.) |
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Ben’s
first scraped knees
I had to have a picture of
Benny’s knees. He had fallen and scraped them at the house five days
before he died. He was doing so well…such a normal little two year-old
boy.
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Ben’s
flowers
Flowers for the funeral
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More
flowers
Flowers for the funeral
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Some
of Ben’s favorite toys
(clockwise beginning
with stuffed dog)
"Fighter" dog
with boxing gloves symbolized our Ben…never gave up, The Little
Engine That Could book from one of his nurses, John Deere tractor from
wonderful friends for his 2nd birthday, Teletubby coloring book
and crayons, plastic bag of his nukies, farm animal book, Teletubby shoes,
plastic cow (left of shoes) Pooh and friends musical piano, and new
semi-truck he got in his Easter basket.
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Balloons
for Ben
Teletubby colored balloons
were released at the cemetery.
(Visit the
Balloons for Heaven memorial site we have created in memory of our
Benjamin, Matthew and all other children gone to heaven too soon.)
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Until
we meet again, dear son
Everyone released a balloon, and we all
gave Benjamin a great big Teletubby hug and bye-bye...until we meet again. |
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Our
Angel, Benjamin John Cusick
3/9/98
- 4/26/00
Thank
you for everything, sweet angel, Benjamin.
Love
you forever and ever and ever,
Mamma,
Daddeee, Cole & Con
(Mommy,
Daddy, Nicole & Connor)
05/13/00
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